Today I decided to free my heart with all the pains, heart aches I’ve been through.
After last night, me time, realization moments, making those pillow wet, I decided this is the time. The right time to set my heart from pain, burdens and everything that makes this heart so heavily burden. I need to take a lot of courage to go back to where it all started. Where my heart started to crashed and broken.
After 3 long years, this is about time to say sorry and to say you are forgiven. It really takes a lot of courage to admit that it was also “my” fault. Why things are like this, why I am feeling heavily burden. What if I decided to make things right before, am I here? Am I getting hurt like this?
For you, I am really really sorry. And you are now forgiven.
I wanna close and end my July with a new start. Fresh beginning. This month really exhausts me, drained me, shattered me.
And I pray that this August will be a new beginning from me.
I know from being broken, I can be whole again.